I have grown a real disgust for Mothers Day.
I cant even explain why.
Maybe it feels too forced or fake like Valentines Day?
Maybe I resent being type-cast?
Maybe I don’t want to recognize people who dont recognize me?
Maybe I just know too much?
I know all too well what goes on behind closed doors and that some Moms wont get what they deserve and others wont deserve what they get.
Sometimes I really wish I could indulge in a blissful eternity of ignorance.
I cant even understand what is happening right now.
It’s all the things in all the lyrics in all the songs.
Damn. That’s scary, but what if Im brave? What might I find. What ifs … I don’t know.
What I DO know is that when you find someone to be irreplaceable the only thing you can do is hang on for as long as you can.
Nothing else is more appropriate for this autobiography.
I honestly don’t know how Im still breathing.
Ive said this before, but it bears repeating; It’s quite amazing how many times you’re heart can be broken …
…yet, still … we survive.
It’s a miracle.
And millions of us do it everyday.
It’s brave. It’s beautiful.
We’re all looking for happiness as if it is something always distant. As it turns out, happiness surrounds us everyday. We just need to change our perspectacles.
Every species gets down same sex, but you are the only ones being manipulated to believe you are entitled to a higher class of human,as if there could possibly be such a thing, because of it, yet you’re supposed to be the most intelligent species.
Stop it. You’re better than that. Rise up to your full potential and then make the only other human you look down upon the human you’re giving a hand up.
With NOTHING BUT LOVE FOR YA,
Prepare thyself. Valentine’s Day is coming.
The entire world will gear up the mush and make single people feel stupid and harshly alone despite our daring attempts at love and romance when romance has never been legit anyway.
The whole world seems to be “commitment phobic” or perhaps it’s a chemical imbalance … a societal attention deficit disorder. It’s a Netflix and chill culture … a very special hell for any hopeless romantics remaining.
You ever feel like the universe has something up its sleeve only you don’t know about ?
There is a moment in, I hope, eveeyone’s life when your purpose, your essence is revealed to you on a personal yet spiritual level and you just, at last, know exactly who you are.
Its simply beautiful and significantly glorious.