Paranoia Plagued

Is it just me or has everyone developed a “the world is out to get me” mentality”?

I’m also eager to find out how it is that I come to be in the path of everyone’s projecting of it?

It always starts behind a screen. A tone assumed. Context lost in translation. Intent completely missed. The kicker is that when I see misery mount up to take me down as company and I wave a white flag and say, “I’m on your side”, the paranoid never believe me. This paranoia has a god complex and knows my intentions better than me.

I could be completely silent; and my unshared, private thoughts would haunt the paranoid.

What’s a girl to do?

I’ve tried pleading my case. I’ve offered explanations. I’ve cried way too many tears.

I’m done with it.