bad headspace

(escape plan)

Instructions. Todays task: List some things that make you happy, and things you are grateful for. Spend 3 mins feeling grateful for 1 or 2 items on that list.

THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY:

  • Reading books on a rainy day near an open window with a spot of tea
  • My bedroom
  • The Fairy Farm
  • Seeing a soul in a sea of masks
  • Random acts of kindness
  • Hearing the laughter or singing of my kiddos
  • Follow through
  • The feel of shag carpet
  • Comfy clothes
  • Cozy blankets
  • Random rubber chickens
  • Thoughtfulness
  • Sincerity
  • Lotion
  • Massages
  • Orgams
  • Shooting stars
  • Fireworks
  • Zeke

2 LEGIT 2 QUIT:stream of consciousness

motherfucker. really?

again with this facing mortality? attacking my nervous system? psedotumor? vision loss?

you know where you fucked up, right?

it was allowing the synchronicity to get through. it was allowing me to know being breathless from ailment, effort and passion. the sweet and the sour.

ahh, lyrics

it’s my life it’s better left to chance i could have missed the pain, but i have had to miss the dance.

and fuck that and fuck you.

im gonna do my thing. period

I believe in love

I was at a punk/metal bar tonight because they were hosting a chick book club’s PRIDE drag show fundraiser.

Stop and read that again.

Punks. Metalheads. Nerds. LGBT. Black. White.

Let me add: I watched a young man pray with his now sister before they took the stage TOGETHER. An 80-something Grandma got on stage with the chick lits and danced to En Vogue’s ‘Free Your Mind’.

I really took it in. It was love.

It was really fuckin rad and beautiful.

Since Mom was in the hospital, we’ve been spending a much greater amount and quality of time together. We’ve both been talking about all these very vivid memories and dreams that keep coming to mind. We have been trying to piece together memories and timelines. This is also coinciding with me decluttering … well, my whole life. Below is an example of one of many astounding connections we have come across. This joint time and effort has provided the greatest insight into who my Mom is and how she arrived at herself in the present, as I’m doing the same work myself. It’s beautiful and I am so grateful for it.

There’s A Life-Changing Eclipse Happening In July, And This Is What It Will Mean For Each Sign — Thought Catalog

On the evening of July 27, there will be a total lunar eclipse, which is when Earth completely blocks the sun’s light from reaching the moon, making it appear as though the moon has disappeared. Though all eclipses are powerful, this is especially potent, because it’s going to be the longest of the entire century.…

via There’s A Life-Changing Eclipse Happening In July, And This Is What It Will Mean For Each Sign — Thought Catalog