We all knew it would always come to this. You know that’s why I had to leave. I had to do it for me, but mostly it was keeping a promise to you to never let our kids experience what you were exposed to as a child that broke you and caused you to go looking to fill holes with anything that would make you feel like anything other than shit.It seems like a thousand years ago, yet, nothing has changed. Im still here hoping I was able to bubble wrap the kids enough from the impact of your impending destruction.

I imagine pain pills make sense because there is a pain you’re trying to kill.

I wish I could not care.

I hope you find your way to peace before the ultimate cost. I really do.