Today someone told me there was a picture of El Chupa proposing to the woman he cheated on me with and broke our family up for.

All while being cheered on by his family.

After everything, seeing it, physically makes me sick.

It was a year ago tonight that this gentleman so lovingly put his hand around my throat and then laughed sadistically when he saw me shaking in fear.

Last week, I had to have my attorney file contempt charges in order to get him to support HIS children the way he is supposed to. Looks like he had money for a ring … but not a shirt. Did I mention he’s in jeans and a leather vest in the picture? Is he part of the Village People now?

Thursday, I have to take my very nervous children to have a supervised visit with their “Daddy” in front of a social worker, for the first time in 4 MONTHS.

This Saturday, would’ve been OUR seven year wedding anniversary.

Somethings just hurt, no matter how far away you think you are from them.

I’m going to throw up now.