This will be my last post for awhile. I need a sabbatical.
There used to be a time when I needed this space for validation. I could use this space as a place to put things that I needed to get out of my head and heart and have my friends and family be supportive without me having to live it over and over again. It gave me the ability to put bad days behind me and focus more on the good days. But I can’t anymore.
I’ve been persecuted for my words and mocked for my thoughts and feelings. I’ve been called a liar and then in the same breath Ive actually been told that my words have the power over someone else’s relationship. Yeh, it’s all me. I’m just that good.
As with most everything else in my life, this space has now been tainted by someone’s desperation to control me and shut me up so that they may continue to live a lie.
Because I no longer care what people think, because I don’t feel the need to explain myself, because I don’t feel the need to make anybody understand, because I don’t feel as if I need to be validated anymore, because I know the truth and that’s all that matters to me, because I’m ready to leave this all behind me, because I love to prove a point … this site will remain.
For everyone here that has seen me through so much over the last two years, to my family and friends – thank-you, sincerely.