traumatized

i can’t believe things have turned out this way.

i can’t believe that he was actually taken away in handcuffs, put in jail in an orange jumpsuit.

it’s hard to believe that there is a restraining order between us and that we could go days, weeks, months…..years without speaking.

how did this happen? how could i let it happen? how could he let it happen?
my heart…. is just numb. i’m shutting down. i can feel it.
there’s only so much you can take.

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