i can’t believe things have turned out this way.
i can’t believe that he was actually taken away in handcuffs, put in jail in an orange jumpsuit.
it’s hard to believe that there is a restraining order between us and that we could go days, weeks, months…..years without speaking.
how did this happen? how could i let it happen? how could he let it happen?
my heart…. is just numb. i’m shutting down. i can feel it.
there’s only so much you can take.