husband has decided that he should go stay with his Mom for awhile to “get his head straight”.
I wish I could say this brought relief but honestly, this only further aggrevates me. To me it feels like this will be a vacation to him. He’s not gonna go clear up shit. He just gonna to go to work, go to his Mom’s, have her coo and coddle him, wait on him, go out with his brothers and friend drinking, while I’m at home dealing with “our” life by myself. What the hell kind of sense does that make?
This is exactly my point. He bails on me.
The end is coming.
I wish I could say that I just don’t care, that after everything he’s done to me, I’m ready to throw in the towel, but I do care. It hurts. Tremendously.
This is maybe one of the few times in my life where I don’t want to be right.