Things I’m thinking about….

  • My ultrasounds were done yesterday. Will be another 3-4 days for results.
  • Husband was made a formal job offer yesterday. We are currently weighing the pros and cons of a job change.  There are some MAJOR decisions we have to make.
  • We are very disconnected right now. He’s very stressed about his job and in some very private little world of his own.
  • The increase in the presence of alcohol he has had in hand sets off my stress level. While the past is the past, it happened, I remember a lot that he doesn’t and it’s a place I won’t go back to EVER again.
  • Pickle was overly dramatic and touchy this morning. I’m wondering if he’s worried about the same thing I am.
  • Why does Jedi keep chewing on everything?
  • Potty training.
  • Housework is mundane. You can only wash the same clothes/dishes soooooo many times. ugh.
  • Eyebrows need plucking.  ((sigh)) 
  • Something is wrong with my Dad. I’m not sure if he is just highly distracted because of the stress of being unemployed and trying to find a job or if it’s something else.
  • MIL is not well. She said the words…”If I were to die today “, which really did not sit well with me. 
  • Yesterday was the 13th anniversary of my Grandpa’s death. With the fore-mentioned things, paying my respect at his grave yesterday really put my own parents mortality in a new light.
  • I want to see ‘Jarhead’
  • Christmas is coming. Funds are tight.
  • Calories, fat grams and carbs – oh my.
  • My OB/GYN isn’t in the stupid medical insurance plan anymore and I need to see him because of the looming endometriosis diagnosis- again. This is the man who first brought it to the forefront and he delivered both my children. He knows my private parts. Plus, I seriously doubt I’m gonna find another Harley riding, sharp-witted, cute, warm-handed OB/GYN and I don’t want to.
  • What is that smell?

~ Stephanie

10 thoughts on “Things I’m thinking about….

  1. Hugs and prayers to help you get through.  #8 is the same in my house.  I wish we could just through the dishes away and get new ones every day.  Although during the summer we use lots of paper plates then recycle them.  Yippee. 

  2. I’m sorry everything is so crazy right now. But you know….everything always works itself out. Take Care…call if you want to talk. Love you.

  3. i am praying for you Steph. You are so strong..you will get through this…but know you have friends out here that care a whole lot for you and are here if you need them. I know i dont live near you..but if you ever need to talk or vent..feel free to write me okay?
    much love,
    ALICE

  4. ah. i hate it when my mind races like that. just take it one day at a time. BTW- i was just diagnosed with endometiosis too. small world

  5. It will work out, Steph!
    Thanks for the B-day card for Meah and the gift, I will put it to good use!  Tell your mom thanks for the card also, Meah loves the stickers she sent with it.
    Love Ya!

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