Hard headed

Here we go again.

I’ve had a headache for the past few days. I attributed that towards stress. Saturday evening my throat started hurting, which I attributed to the baseball games. But then, yesterday around 3pm I started feeling really weird. By 6o’clock I was completely wiped out and lathargic. I spent all night going from sweats to chills, but no fever and now I have that awful pain back in the one side of my neck.

This is how my last episode started before.

I’m so stupid sometimes. I should’ve listened to my doctor and gone back to for more testing. I just wanted life to move on though. I was tired of needles and testing and waiting.


So, now I’m scared. Wondering if I should really be scared. Is it just more like stress and tension? I can’t explain. It’s like…I think there’s nothing wrong but then I hear this little voice telling me how I thought nothing was wrong in Feb and how I left the ER against doctors orders assuming they were just being overly dramatic, only to be admitted within 48 hours and then spending a week there. I’m second-guessing myself I guess and that’s not helping.


7 thoughts on “Hard headed

  1. One of my work colleagues had that pain in the side of neck.
    He went to the doctors and was told he either slept with a draft on his neck, pulled a muscle or was coming down with the Mediterranean flu!
    He has antibiotics and is fine now….no worries!!!
    I am thinking that you might be panicing for nothing!! I hope you get well soon!!
    KEEP SMILING!!    It’s the law!!
    Your English Prince in Shining Armour. x
    cxxx||:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: >

  2. What did they think it was before if Im entitled to ask..if not I understand completely. I hope you’re okay though. I hate it when bad things happen to good people. Anyway, Im up early and cleaned out the cooler so far. Got the kitchen going..I even did Ethans room last night after Midnight because I knew it’d be too hot to want to do anything today..i suck.
    feel better. *hugs*

    I don’t want you to go through what you went through the other time.  Just go to be on the safe side, please. 
    However, you have had a lot of stress lately with Devon and everything else going on.  Maybe it’s just a summer cold or something. 
    Please be okay. 

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